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December 17, 2008
By AmbRawr BRONZE, Allentown, Pennsylvania
AmbRawr BRONZE, Allentown, Pennsylvania
3 articles 0 photos 19 comments

Favorite Quote:
We choose the love we think we deserve ~The Perks


And I remember she wouldn’t wake up.
Her lips were mushed together in a
Horrible shade of red
They buried my mother in a white dress
And red lips.
And she couldn’t see.
Where are your glasses, Mommy?
And still at sixteen I bring them to my face
And peer through the distorted murky lenses
To see what she saw
Maybe one day …
And I remember it hitting me
Like it does every day
When I hear them all talk and complain about their
“Horrible” mothers
What’s it like to have a mother
I’d give anything to know,
Or at least for them to know how lucky they are.
They know.
And I remember she wouldn’t sit up
And I dreamed of a stuffing machine because
Someone whispered by my ear she was
Cut in half and stuffed
And it made no sense
And still at sixteen I wonder
What happened to my mother?
And I remember her faintly
She doesn’t even smile in my dreams anymore
And I wonder if she’ll ever be proud of me
If she’d ever approve of me
And who I’ve become
The things I’ve seen
The things I’ve done
And I remember her singing
Though I can’t hear her voice
The only happy Christmas I hold on to
Every year
Maybe one day it’ll come back
I used to think
Maybe one day she’d come back
And still at sixteen I hope
Maybe one day she’ll come back …
And I remember she wouldn’t wake up
Not even to say good-bye.



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on Oct. 22 2010 at 4:01 pm
Gracious PLATINUM, Go Away, Kansas
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Favorite Quote:
&quot;life sucks and then you die, yeah, i should be so lucky&quot;<br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> -Jacob, Twilight<br /> <br /> I&rsquo;m still that girl who falls when she runs, Getting back up, because falling is fun.

I've lost a brother, he was young and i've always wondered what he would have thought of me, shared with me. I loved this piece. keep writing :)

on Oct. 22 2010 at 12:35 pm
btw i was talking to somebody down there, not kaileyedelman lol sorry

on Oct. 22 2010 at 12:34 pm
are you forreal? stop tryin to get people to see your stuff. other poems and whatever else ppl write, sure whatever, have at it i dont care. but this poem took alot of emotion to make and obviously shes at a vulnerable place..heck i know i would be if this happened to me! so stop scamming and asking people to read your stuff.at least have the decency to ask ppl to see your "stuff" on a different poem or a story. not this one.

Drew Ski said...
on Oct. 22 2010 at 9:20 am
wow this poem was amazing. I do not know how it feels to lose a mother, but I do know how it feels to lose a father, not by death, but by disownment, my dad gave up on me and left aand i can tell that this poem came from the heart...

on Oct. 21 2010 at 3:13 pm
fearlesslybeyourselff SILVER, Solon, Ohio
5 articles 0 photos 32 comments

Favorite Quote:
There is only one you for all of time. Fearlessly be yourself.

this is absolutley amazing. I cant imagine how it feels to lose a mother, but i am sure she is proud of you. your writing brought tears to my eyes, and i am also 16

YourMuse26 said...
on Oct. 21 2010 at 3:05 pm
YourMuse26, Newark, New Jersey
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Favorite Quote:
I have loved many, the more and the few -<br /> I have loved many that I might love you.<br /> - - - -Grace Fallow Norton

i really like this poem it's really deep and has alot of meaning.

on Oct. 20 2010 at 9:19 am
breebabyyxx22, Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
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it makes me feel like im connected to you some how. good job  :D

on Sep. 30 2010 at 6:53 pm
awesomeaugust GOLD, Boston, Massachusetts
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Favorite Quote:
&quot;Keep your eyes on the stars and your feet on the ground&quot;<br /> ~Theordore Roosevelt

 I agree! To me, starting the poem with "and" made it seem like this is only one poem out of many, one thought out of many, one wish out of many and made the rest of the poem seem all the more real and raw. Really great piece

ebee123 SILVER said...
on Sep. 30 2010 at 5:44 pm
ebee123 SILVER, Rochester, Minnesota
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I love how you started the poem with "And", and then tied that first line back in at the end.

on Sep. 30 2010 at 5:40 pm
septembergrrl92 BRONZE, Twinsburg, Ohio
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Favorite Quote:
&quot;life is better living upside down&quot; --brian cleveland--<br /> &quot;im always on time......just not by your standard.&quot; --angela vaidean--<br /> &quot;this is a quote.&quot; --mrs. franks--<br /> &quot;Your village called. They want their idiot back.&quot; --t-shirt<br /> &quot;We cried our brains out.......theyre regrowing!&quot;--tatum malue

when i was ten my dad took me and my brother away from my mom and then she filed for divorce.......and its been 8 years now and im still going through it........

on Sep. 30 2010 at 3:33 pm
Claudiabashner BRONZE, South Plainfield, New Jersey
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This poem is the best I've ever come across. Kids these days don't spend enough time appreciating their parents. Good luck to you and your writing!

on Sep. 30 2010 at 2:57 pm
temptedrose SILVER, Kent, Washington
6 articles 0 photos 13 comments

Favorite Quote:
Be who you want to be!

This was so awesome. I think that this was so sad and that people everyone should be grateful if they have a mom.

on Sep. 30 2010 at 11:45 am
CuteAsIce PLATINUM, Pretoria, Other
20 articles 0 photos 42 comments

Favorite Quote:
Today is always a good day because tomorrow is new day.

beautifully written. I love how you show us the raw emotion

jeanwolf GOLD said...
on Sep. 30 2010 at 3:55 am
jeanwolf GOLD, Lodi, California
14 articles 11 photos 37 comments

Favorite Quote:
Eternity is forever, falsehood is a never

thank you for telling us you story.

take a look at some of my stuff


on Sep. 29 2010 at 3:14 pm
Bookworm7 SILVER, Middletown, New York
8 articles 0 photos 13 comments

Favorite Quote:
Be not afraid of greatness: some are born great, some achieve greatness, and some have greatness thrust upon them. -Willian Shakespeare

This is probably one of the most well written poem that I've ever read I can't imagine how much emotion it took to write this. All I have to say is thank you for writing this.

on Sep. 26 2010 at 3:39 pm
mikaylaquinn GOLD, NewCastle, Pennsylvania
17 articles 7 photos 11 comments

Favorite Quote:
~&hearts;life is your own personal fairy tale, you gotta do what ever you need to do to make it come true!&hearts;~

i loved this poem(: do you think you could look at mine and tell me what you think?? thanks♥

alli said...
on Sep. 24 2010 at 9:58 pm
oh my geeze. this is exactly how i feel! i lost my mom when i was eleven, it's really tough, and nobody ever really knows what you're going through.

chucky BRONZE said...
on Sep. 24 2010 at 12:26 am
chucky BRONZE, Yakima, Washington
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Favorite Quote:
There is no absolute peril except him who abandons himself, There is no complete death except him who acquires a taste for dying.

We dont ask for the struggles in life but they hit us they hit us hard i know how you feel or at least a close understanding

on Sep. 21 2010 at 10:49 am
SuicidalDreamer.. PLATINUM, Marshall, Illinois
31 articles 0 photos 52 comments

Favorite Quote:
&quot;Drop The World.....&quot; Or &quot;Everything Happens For A Reason.....&quot; Or &quot;I am jealous of every woman that has ever hugged him, Cause for that mere second. They held my entire world.&quot;

I agree in the whole this poem bein beautiful and sad....Not the whole mother part but who knows.....Maybe I will get the chance to have a mother like yours cause I am gonna show my mom this poem and make her read it and understand how I feel.....You all really opened my eyes.........

on Sep. 21 2010 at 10:42 am
SuicidalDreamer.. PLATINUM, Marshall, Illinois
31 articles 0 photos 52 comments

Favorite Quote:
&quot;Drop The World.....&quot; Or &quot;Everything Happens For A Reason.....&quot; Or &quot;I am jealous of every woman that has ever hugged him, Cause for that mere second. They held my entire world.&quot;

 This is amazing and I really feel for you......My mom might not be dead but I can still relate cause of the fact its like I don't have a mother.....But I love how your own personal experience and made it into something beautiful......You are really gifted and I am sure that your mother would be SO proud to have you as a daughter.....Keep up the good work and thank you for helping open my eyes a bit more to what is important in life and not.......