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December 17, 2008
By AmbRawr BRONZE, Allentown, Pennsylvania
AmbRawr BRONZE, Allentown, Pennsylvania
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Favorite Quote:
We choose the love we think we deserve ~The Perks


And I remember she wouldn’t wake up.
Her lips were mushed together in a
Horrible shade of red
They buried my mother in a white dress
And red lips.
And she couldn’t see.
Where are your glasses, Mommy?
And still at sixteen I bring them to my face
And peer through the distorted murky lenses
To see what she saw
Maybe one day …
And I remember it hitting me
Like it does every day
When I hear them all talk and complain about their
“Horrible” mothers
What’s it like to have a mother
I’d give anything to know,
Or at least for them to know how lucky they are.
They know.
And I remember she wouldn’t sit up
And I dreamed of a stuffing machine because
Someone whispered by my ear she was
Cut in half and stuffed
And it made no sense
And still at sixteen I wonder
What happened to my mother?
And I remember her faintly
She doesn’t even smile in my dreams anymore
And I wonder if she’ll ever be proud of me
If she’d ever approve of me
And who I’ve become
The things I’ve seen
The things I’ve done
And I remember her singing
Though I can’t hear her voice
The only happy Christmas I hold on to
Every year
Maybe one day it’ll come back
I used to think
Maybe one day she’d come back
And still at sixteen I hope
Maybe one day she’ll come back …
And I remember she wouldn’t wake up
Not even to say good-bye.



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HeenaK1 said...
on Jan. 18 2011 at 7:20 am

First of all, I'm really sorry for your loss. It must have been tough to post this up. I could've never been able to do something like that. I haven't had a family member pass away that I knew, so I could never even imagine what you must be going through. Someone in my school died recently and even though I had never met her it made me realize that someone could be taken away from you forever in just a blink of an eye. I have been having a lot of arguments and rows with my parents recently. This poem made me realize that I should appreciate what I had and not let silly arguments about parties and boys be the cause of a bad relationship with my mother and father. I am really thankful to you for writing this beautiful, touching poem and helping me realize to appreciate what I have before it is too late.

Thank you.


on Jan. 18 2011 at 1:35 am
heryearningloveforhatred GOLD, Wyckoff, New Jersey
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It does for me as well--my mom had cancer this year and last. Though I relate to my grandmother more who too had cancer last year. I remember the tumultuous fear every single day that I would wake up and neither would be there

on Jan. 13 2011 at 11:16 am
ImAnAlien SILVER, Grand Junction, Colorado
9 articles 0 photos 8 comments

Favorite Quote:
so stick that in your juice box and suck it

o wow that sticks a soft spot and its amazing

Lilypad33 GOLD said...
on Jan. 12 2011 at 1:42 pm
Lilypad33 GOLD, Edgewood, Kentucky
10 articles 0 photos 3 comments

Favorite Quote:
&quot;It&#039;s so hard to forget pain, but it&#039;s even harder to remember sweetness. <br /> We have no scar to show for happiness. We learn so little from peace.&quot; <br /> &mdash; Chuck Palahniuk (Diary)

totally agree with the others this is amazing! <3

on Jan. 11 2011 at 7:28 pm
I.Hope.You.Dance. SILVER, Somewhere In, Florida
8 articles 9 photos 18 comments

Favorite Quote:
&quot;I would define, in brief the poetry of words as the rhythmical creation of beauty!&quot; -Edgar Allan Poe<br /> <br /> &quot;...All little girls should be told they&#039;re pretty, even if they aren&#039;t.&rdquo; -Marilyn Monroe!

This is truly amazing! You are so good. :)

on Jan. 8 2011 at 11:22 am
Jessie-Mo SILVER, Mo. City, Texas
6 articles 0 photos 14 comments

Favorite Quote:
&quot;Mama always said life was like a box of chocolates. You never know what you&#039;re gonna get.&quot;

This poem touched me deeply. When I was young, my father died of cancer. I have vague memories of him, but I wonder, like you, What would things be like if he were here? But I believe that he looks down from heaven and is proud of me. This is truly an amazing poem, full of emotion. I loved it. Continue writing, you have an amazing talent.

on Jan. 6 2011 at 7:47 pm
unique4evr SILVER, Wellington, Florida
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this is sooooooooo inspiring and i want you to know that because I for one do take both of my parents for granted and I now realize that I can't. this hit ne where only one other thing has before and it was a video about a dad helping his child. keep on writing because you have a gift that i wish I had. I'm sorry for your loss and I'm sure your mom is watching over you and I'm sure she is proud right now. thank you and btw tour poem made my night because I know something great is happening to someone right now. =)

Jones said...
on Jan. 6 2011 at 5:28 pm
Jones, Spotsylvania, Virginia
0 articles 0 photos 10 comments

Favorite Quote:
Hey

First off im so sorry for your loss. Second off I think what makes this poem brilliant is that it is so relatable to anyone who has been through a death. You used RAW EMOTIONS and that is what makes poetry great, getting down to the core of things. It's a great poem, it made me emotional. Keep writing(:

i<3Texas said...
on Jan. 5 2011 at 10:35 pm

.THiss is reaaly awesome

.Somme kidds need too lisstenn too thiss stoory

 


on Jan. 3 2011 at 7:57 am
TheContentedWanderer94 GOLD, Tallahassee, Florida
18 articles 0 photos 25 comments

Favorite Quote:
Happiness is as a butterfly which, when pursued, is always beyond our grasp, but which if you will sit down quietly, may alight upon you.<br /> - Nathaniel Hawthorne

This poem brought tears to my eyes. Thank you for that. You have inspired me. I should be more appreciative of my mother. Keep Writing!

Mr-solo GOLD said...
on Dec. 29 2010 at 8:07 pm
Mr-solo GOLD, Raleigh, North Carolina
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Im not going to say that you need to change or fix anything

im just going to say that this poem is really good.


Kiyoko GOLD said...
on Dec. 27 2010 at 11:20 pm
Kiyoko GOLD, Knoxville, Tennessee
10 articles 0 photos 43 comments

Favorite Quote:
Independence is my happiness, I view things as they are without regard to place or person. My country is the world, and my religion is to do good. - Thomas Paine

I Really like this poem. It's very powerful and riveting. My only suggestion, I think that there are words that you could take out to make it more concise, and perhaps even more intense. 

on Dec. 27 2010 at 10:35 pm
writingisright, Highlands Ranch, Colorado
0 articles 0 photos 5 comments

Favorite Quote:
&quot;Don&#039;t follow your dreams; chase them.&quot;<br /> - Richard Dumb

this was beautiful and amazing writing style!! :')

on Dec. 27 2010 at 9:35 pm
icingonthecake BRONZE, Riverside, California
3 articles 3 photos 82 comments
Goodness gracious... losing a loved one is terrible. Can I hug you?

on Dec. 27 2010 at 9:31 pm
Heyy i noe it must have been hard to share. i havent lost my parents but i noe what it feels to lose someone close. just hang in there and itll get better with timee

lollypops GOLD said...
on Dec. 27 2010 at 7:19 pm
lollypops GOLD, Pilot, Virginia
16 articles 5 photos 218 comments

Favorite Quote:
Live

i lost my dad so i sort of understand i feel so bad for you thank you for sharing this beatiful piece of poetry it must have been hard for you to write

on Dec. 27 2010 at 6:34 pm
poeticly SILVER, Atlanta, Georgia
6 articles 0 photos 2 comments

Favorite Quote:
&quot;time waits on no man&quot;

i remember losing my mother but she came bk and i feel like threw everything u are the reason we all write poetry to express the pain the happiness the way we feel wen no one wants to listen we will always have poetry as a friend you inspire me thankyou

on Dec. 27 2010 at 1:05 pm
TH3innovator BRONZE, Farmington, Connecticut
1 article 0 photos 2 comments

Favorite Quote:
Sometimes it takes someone else saying you are wrong to realize you are wrong<br /> Sometimes it takes someone else saying you are wrong to realize you are right

First off im so sorry for your loss. Second off I think what makes this poem brilliant is that it is so relatable to anyone who has been through a death. You used RAW EMOTIONS and that is what makes poetry great, getting down to the core of things. It's a great poem, it made me emotional. Keep writing(:

on Dec. 27 2010 at 12:53 pm
stickyfingers SILVER, Wake Forest, North Carolina
6 articles 0 photos 32 comments

this poem was amazing! Your poem makes the heart ache and appreciate mothers more. Love it! :)

<3

stickyfingers


CrisMal SILVER said...
on Dec. 27 2010 at 1:30 am
CrisMal SILVER, Eagle Pass, Texas
6 articles 0 photos 4 comments

Favorite Quote:
&quot;Don&#039;t let the fear of striking out, keep you from playing the game.&quot; :D

omg, truelly a-m-a-z-i-n-g, it made me cry ! & makes me want to go hug my mother, now I'll cherish every moment I have with her.. Thanks for making me see how grateful I shall be of my mother. Truelly beautiful...