I don't feel to live anymore 
the hope in my heart doesn't reflect anymore...

Today tears are flowing from my eyes and falling on the book...

But once I didn't know the meaning of experiencing pain even through the book...

today what happened is coming to me fro and back ..

I am trying to enjoy but unable to forget what happened in the past...

even though I know there are many people to support me...

I am scared what if my dreams break...

what if I put brakes on them ?...

all emotions are frightening and panicking me...

I am unable to sleep,Kicking the bed and not confident to leap out of my bed...

I know this night will end and a new day will begin...

with the new day I will have a beam of hope in life...

and all my fears will be cut off by a knife...

than I will feel to live happily ever...