Every time I cry I'm angry

I'm angry that he's never been here

I'm angry that I don't even know what a daddy hug feels like

I'm angry that he hurt us

I'm angry that he hurts my mom

I'm angry that I have to keep secrets I don't want to keep

I'm angry that you're never permanent and

I'm always scared to love you in case you disappear

I'm angry that I'm weak and I need people

I'm angry that I need a father

I'm angry when people don't believe us

I'm angry

I'm angry that every time I cry

I wish someone was here to hold me

I'm angry that I even want that

I'm angry that I'm weak enough to cry

I'm angry that I can't depend on anyone cuz they will always

Let me down

I'm angry I still believe in fairytales

I'm angry I still make a wish at 11:11

I'm angry that I have to pretend everything

Is fine when everything is falling apart

I'm angry that my head won't stop hurting

I'm angry that my smile is fake and nobody will even notice

I'm angry that I can feel pain

I'm angry that I'm crying

I'm angry that I'm angry