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Falling Too Hard

November 13, 2010
By alanacarlene DIAMOND, Mexia, Texas
alanacarlene DIAMOND, Mexia, Texas
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Favorite Quote:
Silence screams too honestly and loudly.<br /> -Alex (aka GangstaEyes)<br /> Freedom is the freedom to say that two plus two equals four.<br /> -Winston Smith &#039;1984&#039;<br /> Don&#039;t go wishin&#039; your life away...<br /> -Daddy S2<br /> &quot;What a drag it was to be limited by reality.&quot;


When I fall,
I fall hard.
With him I'm falling off a cliff.
I try to catch myself with my arms.
It hurts like hell.
But better two broken arms,
Than a broken heart...
Right?


The author's comments:
Funny how guys make us feel huh?

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on Dec. 30 2010 at 10:21 pm
alanacarlene DIAMOND, Mexia, Texas
55 articles 15 photos 592 comments

Favorite Quote:
Silence screams too honestly and loudly.<br /> -Alex (aka GangstaEyes)<br /> Freedom is the freedom to say that two plus two equals four.<br /> -Winston Smith &#039;1984&#039;<br /> Don&#039;t go wishin&#039; your life away...<br /> -Daddy S2<br /> &quot;What a drag it was to be limited by reality.&quot;

Yes i'd love to :)

on Dec. 30 2010 at 9:40 pm
Boosflash DIAMOND, Papillion, Nebraska
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Favorite Quote:
What the front door.

i actually gathered a pile up, im in you rboots. i seriously need ['to sit down and write something, but actually the creation of material is due to spontaneous influences. thats probably why im so unfluent, i cant just sit down and produce something, i have to be doing who knows what and have the idea randomly come to me, like these few lines i cant seem to develope. theyd make for agood poemthough. wanna hear em?

on Dec. 30 2010 at 2:46 pm
alanacarlene DIAMOND, Mexia, Texas
55 articles 15 photos 592 comments

Favorite Quote:
Silence screams too honestly and loudly.<br /> -Alex (aka GangstaEyes)<br /> Freedom is the freedom to say that two plus two equals four.<br /> -Winston Smith &#039;1984&#039;<br /> Don&#039;t go wishin&#039; your life away...<br /> -Daddy S2<br /> &quot;What a drag it was to be limited by reality.&quot;

Yeah in my notebook i have 2 sections of paper that's written on 1 for finished poems and another for rough drafts and things i need to finished but haven't been inspired to finished (that pile is kinda big)

on Dec. 30 2010 at 11:14 am
Boosflash DIAMOND, Papillion, Nebraska
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What the front door.

ha. mi internism hasnt seen me in a while either, and no, i havent. but i do have these drafts lying aroung all over the house, but nothings ready to go up on teenink.

on Dec. 26 2010 at 9:57 pm
alanacarlene DIAMOND, Mexia, Texas
55 articles 15 photos 592 comments

Favorite Quote:
Silence screams too honestly and loudly.<br /> -Alex (aka GangstaEyes)<br /> Freedom is the freedom to say that two plus two equals four.<br /> -Winston Smith &#039;1984&#039;<br /> Don&#039;t go wishin&#039; your life away...<br /> -Daddy S2<br /> &quot;What a drag it was to be limited by reality.&quot;

Ooooh cool my internet has been dead for a couple of days so have you written anything?

on Dec. 24 2010 at 1:39 pm
Boosflash DIAMOND, Papillion, Nebraska
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Favorite Quote:
What the front door.

consult the monkey? i simply meant i'd think about it. i always make references to the monkey-whatever that may be. i do seriously need to write something though. ive been thinking about what you said. im thinking up something now.

on Dec. 24 2010 at 12:58 pm
elisianicole101 PLATINUM, Mexia, Texas
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Nothing ever truely dies, it just transforms into something beautiful

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU TOO(:

on Dec. 24 2010 at 12:26 pm
alanacarlene DIAMOND, Mexia, Texas
55 articles 15 photos 592 comments

Favorite Quote:
Silence screams too honestly and loudly.<br /> -Alex (aka GangstaEyes)<br /> Freedom is the freedom to say that two plus two equals four.<br /> -Winston Smith &#039;1984&#039;<br /> Don&#039;t go wishin&#039; your life away...<br /> -Daddy S2<br /> &quot;What a drag it was to be limited by reality.&quot;

Yeah no i totally get it like my screenname isnt creative it's my 1st and middle name so since it's mine period im not paranoid about someone stealing it but with a screenname as original and cool as yours yeah I'd probably be paranoid to! and ther's this one screenname i wanted to use but then im afraid some of my friends wouldn't recognize it same as with you....consult the monkey? where'd you get that from???

on Dec. 24 2010 at 12:21 pm
alanacarlene DIAMOND, Mexia, Texas
55 articles 15 photos 592 comments

Favorite Quote:
Silence screams too honestly and loudly.<br /> -Alex (aka GangstaEyes)<br /> Freedom is the freedom to say that two plus two equals four.<br /> -Winston Smith &#039;1984&#039;<br /> Don&#039;t go wishin&#039; your life away...<br /> -Daddy S2<br /> &quot;What a drag it was to be limited by reality.&quot;

Aww hey Elisia! Thanks I'm glad you like it!!!! Merry Christmas! :D

on Dec. 24 2010 at 12:16 am
Boosflash DIAMOND, Papillion, Nebraska
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Favorite Quote:
What the front door.

yeah, i kinda had these few lines stuck in my head that i cant seem to develope. but you have a good idea though, it might help. i suppose i should play my fav song and try to reconcile with the monkey. one thing is, mom said if i change my screen name then someone might take my old one..im not stuck up or anything and im sure my screenname isnt all that great but i cant not be boosflash cause some one else on teenink took my name.might not happen though, but im still paranoid about it. perhaps i should consult the monkey.

on Dec. 23 2010 at 10:13 pm
elisianicole101 PLATINUM, Mexia, Texas
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Favorite Quote:
Nothing ever truely dies, it just transforms into something beautiful

i love this Alana!!!!!!! its amazing!

on Dec. 23 2010 at 5:32 pm
alanacarlene DIAMOND, Mexia, Texas
55 articles 15 photos 592 comments

Favorite Quote:
Silence screams too honestly and loudly.<br /> -Alex (aka GangstaEyes)<br /> Freedom is the freedom to say that two plus two equals four.<br /> -Winston Smith &#039;1984&#039;<br /> Don&#039;t go wishin&#039; your life away...<br /> -Daddy S2<br /> &quot;What a drag it was to be limited by reality.&quot;

Oh yeah music does help and savage things to me had a beat to it! Hey hasntwritteninages! u changed it! Oh yeah and I forgot even though your screename isnt recognizable to some...you picture is!!!!!! Oh and (just a suggetion) you could write something about writer's block while you have writer's block to kinda break through the ice ya kno?

on Dec. 23 2010 at 2:29 pm
Boosflash DIAMOND, Papillion, Nebraska
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Favorite Quote:
What the front door.

yeah, but actually, i cant remeber a time when i could sit down at the computer and just type something up at full. it always starts with a random line. like with that poemits likepoetry and savage things and proof.... but i could probably write something to the beat of a song. music helps. i did that with a few i wrote that i posted on here.

on Dec. 23 2010 at 2:23 pm
alanacarlene DIAMOND, Mexia, Texas
55 articles 15 photos 592 comments

Favorite Quote:
Silence screams too honestly and loudly.<br /> -Alex (aka GangstaEyes)<br /> Freedom is the freedom to say that two plus two equals four.<br /> -Winston Smith &#039;1984&#039;<br /> Don&#039;t go wishin&#039; your life away...<br /> -Daddy S2<br /> &quot;What a drag it was to be limited by reality.&quot;

boostflash...boosflash...boostflash...boosflash...Yea I definately like Boosflash better. it sounds better that way when you say it - rolls off the tongue easier! Haha jacked up on french that's funny! still have writer's block?

on Dec. 23 2010 at 2:19 pm
Boosflash DIAMOND, Papillion, Nebraska
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Favorite Quote:
What the front door.

thanks. its english. i wasnt jacked up on french back then. but if i add the t and say boostflash it sounds like im fitting too much on one line. i cant explain it. it just sounds weird. but actually, i think it is supposed tobe boostflash. yeah...it is. thats funny.

on Dec. 23 2010 at 2:16 pm
alanacarlene DIAMOND, Mexia, Texas
55 articles 15 photos 592 comments

Favorite Quote:
Silence screams too honestly and loudly.<br /> -Alex (aka GangstaEyes)<br /> Freedom is the freedom to say that two plus two equals four.<br /> -Winston Smith &#039;1984&#039;<br /> Don&#039;t go wishin&#039; your life away...<br /> -Daddy S2<br /> &quot;What a drag it was to be limited by reality.&quot;

Oh yeah is boos like another language or what? Why not put the t? And you screename is very recognizable and unique! Which is what I lik about it

on Dec. 23 2010 at 2:13 pm
Boosflash DIAMOND, Papillion, Nebraska
55 articles 0 photos 2066 comments

Favorite Quote:
What the front door.

this is years before i heard about teeink but, i was thinking i need a new name because i cant stand my real one, so i was thinking something to do with lightning but as hard as i thought i couldnt think of anything. then the name boosflash just popped in my head. i dont even know where it came from. i think the flash part may have something to do with lightning, but im not sure. the boos may actually mean boost but i really dont knowi really wish my inner self would tell me whats going on.

on Dec. 22 2010 at 11:06 pm
alanacarlene DIAMOND, Mexia, Texas
55 articles 15 photos 592 comments

Favorite Quote:
Silence screams too honestly and loudly.<br /> -Alex (aka GangstaEyes)<br /> Freedom is the freedom to say that two plus two equals four.<br /> -Winston Smith &#039;1984&#039;<br /> Don&#039;t go wishin&#039; your life away...<br /> -Daddy S2<br /> &quot;What a drag it was to be limited by reality.&quot;

And you know what? In all honesty? That is sooooo true! And I'll recognize the new screename  haha and you could always have a signature that you start off or end with that says boosflash and I'd recognize your "captain" and french! Yeah it'd be totally obvious that it's boosflash!!!! What's the story behind your screename???

on Dec. 22 2010 at 10:00 pm
Boosflash DIAMOND, Papillion, Nebraska
55 articles 0 photos 2066 comments

Favorite Quote:
What the front door.

 but hey screw it. i am who i am who i am and when people see the face and read the vocabulrism theyll know its me.

on Dec. 22 2010 at 9:17 pm
alanacarlene DIAMOND, Mexia, Texas
55 articles 15 photos 592 comments

Favorite Quote:
Silence screams too honestly and loudly.<br /> -Alex (aka GangstaEyes)<br /> Freedom is the freedom to say that two plus two equals four.<br /> -Winston Smith &#039;1984&#039;<br /> Don&#039;t go wishin&#039; your life away...<br /> -Daddy S2<br /> &quot;What a drag it was to be limited by reality.&quot;

yeah you're oh so modest and confident haha kidding but yea i understand i wanted to change mine but totally decided against it because of reasons like that