They say when your heart is broken
You can feel it
It’s like a piercing in your soul
It’s a physical scar spread across your tear-stricken face

They say when you lose a friend
You can feel it
It’s a gaping hole inside your soul
It’s a physical scar spread across your tear-stricken face

Maybe you never meant anything to me
Maybe you were never truly my friend
Not the friend I thought you’d be
Maybe that’s why it doesn’t hurt
Maybe that’s why no tears have been shed
Maybe that’s why I don’t feel like screaming
Whenever someone mentions your name

I don’t feel anything
No piercing in my soul
No gaping hole
Not even a broken heart

I don’t understand
I thought we were close
I thought you meant everything to me
Maybe not

Or maybe
I’m just sick of crying
Sick of screaming
And being angry
Maybe I’m just sick of you
And that precious ego
That precious hat
Those precious sunglasses
That precious girlfriend

Maybe I’m just sick of it all

Maybe that’s why I don’t feel anything
At all